best friend.

having a best friend is not always makes u feel happy.

i'd prefer to have a friend, and put the "best" word in my heart...

all i know about being a good friend is we can share anything

to them, share the goodness and of course badness...

i'm kinda person who used to have so many friends,

but at the end i realized it's not so important to have so many

friends, what's important is to have few friends that really do care

about you..., i mean... supports you not judging you, understand you

not talking behind you..., and... giving you advice not teaching you...

well, some friends that never gonna change are revy, febby and chacha...

they're my friends at high school, i used to have big probs with them...

and that makes our relationship stronger..., they understand me well...

they're so busy and i never meet them :_(, i miss u girls...

but, i also use to have another friends, "best friends"...

some of them disappointed me so much...

this time i'm talking about a guy, everytime he got a new girlfriend

he just left me and became slave of his girlfriend, guess what...

he use to asked me about that girl, he asked about my opinion...

and yessss end up the girl is so fuc*in racist!

well i am only a friend i couldn't do anything, he loves her...

and all i know about him is he's dumb as always....

(pic after watched "Merah Putih" Movie at cinema

suppose to watch "The Orphan" at midnight but failed because it's not at midnight

show anymore arrghhhh... how come! weird...)

top - Guess Jeans

overall - Cat

shoes - Only i

bag - Giorgio Armani

necklace - Only i

if i have to write down story about my "best friends"...

a month will never enuf tho :)

well, one thing about me is, i can be so nice if someone elses do nice to me...

i can be so fuc*in shite more than any shit in this world when someone bothering me

and get into my life too deep....

and i really really really hate when someone is acting so smart about something,

especially something that i'm expert and that person means to teach me....

i can be so madddd, except he or she proof him/herself that they're smarter than me...

i realized i became like that because me myself never feel shy or anything if i wanna

know about something, i ask a loads, i browse, i creates, from there i gain my knowledge...

i don't read a book, i prefer buy books with pictures :) so i can play around with my

imagination..., that's why i don't like being teached of what i really know about..., except if

i asked...

so.. that's some experiences about best friends in my life....

revy, chacha and febby, they know how to face me...,

they don't complaint and they talk to me with their heart,

so i can feel comfortable and no negatives feelings everytime

i talk to them or be with them..., i love you guys....

everyone got different personality, i just wanna play around with nice people,

real nice one, not fake one...., and i really don't mind if they've got bad habits

because i've got loads of it too..., and learning from nice person will take you

to a new level of life....

and i hate stupid people, and people with no ambition in their life...

play around with them makes me itchy..., wasting time, i'd prefer stay all day

in front of Ms. Yahoo hahahha....

the think is, to be a friend u have to understand inside and out,

you accepted and you enjoy it together....

i always try to accepted so many things about someone that i thought gonna be

a real friend of mine, but it always end up they disappoint me, fu*kkkkk....

and don't forget to follow what your heart said the first time u meet a new friends...

i'll start to follow my heart again from now, it's always true, i knew ittttttt!

if one day revy febby and chacha dissapoint me, and i need to do is just kill them

hahahahaha....., and i think they'll do same thing as moi if i shites them :D

arrrghhhhh enuf!

here are my girls :)

this pic was taket on my 18th birthday i guess hmmm...

surprise party from them, so sweet..., and they're wearing

our high school t-shirt that i designed and produced...

what a lovely moment!