October.

It could be the worst feeling in October, ever. I am too lazy to heat the milk up, so here i am, with a cup of not so hot coffee, taste not so good, but i still need it. My feelings is messed up. It's been almost a week working on logo branding for a company. I have zero inspiration, my work never even close to done. I'm not sure what i need to get back to work. And i hate to turn my phone on, because i know deadline will terrorize me, today.

My eyes swollen. It's 9 in the morning and i feel sick. My stomach hurts, there's no wind at all the balcony, and i can feel my laptop's burn and it makes my pulse burns.

I need to end this. I need a stronger heart to make everything on track, again.
But i don't know how.